Brappppppp

Its literally been an age since I last blogged, i’ve promised Jenny a few times that I would post one, however I never seem to get around it.

So here it is, i’m sitting in my room in a pair of grey joggers and wearing my spinning jersey, watching possibly the stupidist idea for a Family Guy episode I have ever seen.

Jenny’s gone home already, for her towers interview tomorrow. whereas me, I got my interview over the phone and got my contract the other day , guess that means i’ve definatly got a nice little earner over the summer, I only really need to miss 4 weeks from May until October . Main reason for this holiday is Download and another Holiday in France, which reminds me , I probably should tell my family about France .

Something which has been praying on my mind recently is living in housing, I don’t mean Nunnery Court, I mean a house, a place I can call my own for a year at least, with real internet, I don’t care if the speed is slower than this place, I miss torrents, I miss being able to try out new software (using a pirated copy of course) and i’m prety sure some people in the flat missing having Live.

I’ve been missing the Gym, I like the feeling I get when I go to the place, granted I might not be the most athletic looking person, but I like when I can outperform others , I suppose its because i’ve been ill recently with my throat that I haven’t been, but I really want to sort my self out again .

I have a test on Friday, its mostly things that I learnt at A-Level, but I plan to revise some tomorrow .

Today I brought a few presents, and got really disappointed about my bank balance and with Jenny going home it hasn’t generally been the most uplifting of days, but I just think, that in just over a week, Christmas is here

Anyway i’ll leave you with a picture

Peace Out All x

Past few days

Basically i can’t be arsed to write much about them
Its been up and down
So i’ll just write a few words for each

Obviously the logicaly choice would be Monday, so lets go from there

Monday- catch up with barney, film trailers in hd, uni 4-6, good laugh with ad, relaxed, nothing else really

Tuesday – day off, dianes session cancelled, nothing to do really, bit of work, no motivation

Wednesday – Wake up late, not going to the gym, bit of work, cloudy with a chance of meatballs, very loud drunk people, not alot of sleep

Thursday – feeling like crap, wake up, go back bed, wake up, uni, wait 5 hours to find out lecture is cancelled, home, loud drunk people…again, lack of sleep, very angry/worked up

Friday – early morning, again, feeling like death, bad throat, needing sleep, bit of rest, night at vines and Bluenote – one of my new favourite places

Saturday – didn’t get dressed till nearly 10 at night, only went the shop, watch things online

Today – Not alto, stoke match, win result, comedy club, funny, sudden change, tidied room, stomach killing me, this, probably bed

Pretty much thats been my life for the past week

It’s not been the most outgoing or special of weeks, infact its been quite a poor one, but its now monday, and i’m really hoping this week is better than the last
Who knows hopefully it will

I don’t know what to do with myself now so i might as well just go to bed

Peace out all x

agesssssss since i last blogged……

This is going to be my first real blog in ages.
I don’t fully know why i haven’t visited this site since last month,
The best guess i have is that i didn’t have anything interesting to say,
nothing major has happened, and i’ve had other things to do, even though i’ve not been overly busy
So now i’m here, to try and clear my mind i suppose
its nothing major, just trying to sort out work in my head.
Its an assignment that’s due in like 4 weeks, and i actually want to start it now
but the problem is that i don’t know what to write about, i’ve got ideas
and thoughts of what i might find interesting to write about
but probably for the second time in my education , I’m actually wanting to try to pass,
not just glide by like i have done for so long. I’m meant to be here because i want to try, i want to do this for the next 3 years, and i really do. So i find it a little concerning that my mind won’t think the way i require it to

Enough about university work though, i know that i’ll get into it soon, I just wish that for once i could really be on top of it all.

Yesterday, i joined a gym, a whole 6 weeks after i first mentioned i wanted to, however this trip to the gym wasn’t all its cracked up to be, as i’m still yet to do any exercise.  Its been about 2 months with no real exercise, so i can’t wait till Wednesday when i can get back into the swing of things haha, i like that phrase. But seriously i need to sort myself out, i need to stop eating such shit and drinking so much ( i know this won’t be a noticeable change, but i will at least try, or i hope i will).

So i’m currently sat here creating a spotify playlist, discovering old songs I no longer own, thinking of why i ever stopped listening to them in the first place. I suppose most of them, were because i grew out of listening to the same things day in day out, but i realise now that i just changed that for another thing i listen to day in day out. I now realise i need a broader range of music to listen to .

I haven’t got to be in uni until Tuesday now, and in fact the whole of last week i was in for 4 hours, i suppose i should of done something productive with my time, oh well hindsight is a wonderful thing i suppose. Basically the point i’m trying to get across is that i know i’ll get distracted at some point tomorrow with this and facebook, so this won’t be the last you’ve heard from me

Peace out all x

this song is stuck in my head

I dragged this lake looking for corpses
Dusted for prints, pried up the floorboards
Pieces of planes and black box recorders
Don’t lie (don’t lie)
And I’ve been preoccupied with these sick, sick senses
That sense DNA on barbed wire fences
Maybe someday I’ll find me a suspect
That has no alibi
New Year’s Eve was as boring as heaven
I watched flies fuck on channel 11
There was no one to kiss, there was nothing to drink
Except some old rotten milk someone left in the sink
And there’s no ring, there’s no ring on the phone anymore
There’s no reason to call I passed out on the floor
Smoked myself stupid and drank my insides raisin dry
But at the right place at the right time
I’ll be dead wrong and you’ll be just fine
I won’t have to quit doing fucked up shit
For anyone but me
At the right place at the right time
It will have been worth it to stand in line
And you won’t have to stop
Saying I love cops for anyone but me
Your private eye
I dragged this lake looking for corpses
Dusted for prints, pried up the floorboards
Pieces of planes and black box recorders
Don’t lie (don’t lie)
And I’ve been preoccupied with these sick, sick senses
That sense DNA on barbed wire fences
Maybe someday I’ll find me a suspect
That has no alibi
But at the right place at the right time
I’ll be dead wrong and you’ll be just fine
And I won’t have to quit doing fucked up shit
For anyone but me
And at the right place at the right time
It will have been worth it to stand in line
And you won’t have to stop
Saying I love cops for anyone but me
Your private eye
Your private eye
But at the right place at the right time
I’ll be dead wrong and you’ll be just fine
And I won’t have to quit doing fucked up shit
For anyone but me
And at the right place at the right time
It will have been worth it to stand in line
And you won’t have to stop
Saying I love cops for anyone but me
Your private eye

 

 

 

it reminds me of old times, and the music i used to listen to

Jenny demanded i post blog so here you go Jen Jen

Peace out all x

Blog Timeeeeeee

Its been a few days since I last posted anything upon this here webpage, its mostly because I haven’t been in the mood to write anything down, it been kind of a big downer since I last blogged.

The beer festival on Saturday night was good, I enjoyed going once again this year, I missed it last year for some reason, and it made me realise this year what I missed out on, sure it wasn’t cheap enough to get drunk or anything, it was just a nice atmosphere to be in, and it was good to catch up with my dad about everything and it was good to laugh about previous experiences, I even told him about hb’s party where everything got wrecked, and to my surprise he told me about a party he and my mum went to which involved a lot of similar things we didn’t spend long there, but  I enjoyed the night , even the random chat with a stranger on the bus about how he hated wolves, the football team not the animal.

Sunday morning was a real mind blag, i’m used to what ever phone I have updating its self automatically when the clocks change, however this phone decided not to so I got up at what I thought was 11, thinking I was late, rushing around trying to do things before I realised my mum was in bed watching tv, and she decided to tell me that it was only 10.
Even with this extra hour I managed to be nearly 30 minutes later than planned when I picked Jenny up to visit Alton towers. It was kind of a let down, I think we weren’t there cause we wanted to be, we were there cause we could be, Jenny wanted to use some tickets, and it just seemed like a way of using some of them. We spent the first 5 hours of the day walking around, literally going up to rides and deciding that we couldn’t be arsed to go on them, we’ve been on them too many times before and that spending the day this way wasn’t the best way of using our time.

Sunday night was hard for me, if it was any other night, such as I was going home and seeing her the next day it would of been fine, its just knowing I don’t get to see her got me down, its probably why I had such a bad time trying to get to stay asleep

This morning I was sharply out of bed, I knew that it wasn’t helping me just laying there and thought that watching some tv might of helped, it did kind of I suppose. I got ready, caught 2 buses and boarded my train to come back to here. The whole way I listened to cheesy pop punk music to try and get my thoughts away from things, but then I realised most of the lyrics aren’t exactly the most uplifting, which made me smile, because I realised most the songs I listen to are usually related to love in some way shape or form. UnI was surprisingly good despite the fact I could not be bothered with it today, I had a good laugh with adam, and helped purps to learn some programming, saying as he’d slept through the last 2 sessions

Tonight I have achieved a total of nothing, apart from eat a exceptionally nice curry

Anyway I think i’ve rambled enough for one night, i’m sure i’ll add one tomorrow, and possibly a page about the things I miss, but for now i’ll leave you with some lyrics which made me smile

“I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
‘Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin’ my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don’t have much to say,”

Peace Out x

Yesterday… And Today

So here I sit, on a Saturday afternoon in my front living room, I have done absolutly nothing productive today so far so i have decided to write a blog

Yesterday after I published my last blog, i was heavily bored, seriously nothing to do at my flat, so i decided to do something i havn’t done for about 2 and a half years……carry on watching lost where i left off…..it really is as shit as i remembered, but at least its something new to watch

After Jenny finally finished uni, we caught the train back to Blythe, stil confused why a return is cheaper than a single ticket, but hey ho least its saving money, something which i need to concentrate on within the next few weeks . After a little bit of convinceing i took the choice of staying at Jennys so that we could meet up with Sandford at the master Potter later on, for copiuos amounts of drinks

So there we are a few hours later discussing important political issues and basically any shit that came out of our mouths and he recieves a phone call, an invitation if you will, to join people up Hanley. After a small discussion of the issues, we decided that The Mill and its infamous roof was worth a trip. However £16 bloody quid for a taxi is a stupid amount for how long we were actually in the car, however finally we arrived at the one place in hanley that always provided entertainment and good time

Last night though, it just wasn’t right, there were hardly any familiar faces, far too many new people from staffs uni, and just not right. The only thing that half saved the mill for me in my mind was that the beer still tasted better than most pints i’ve had whilst at Uni.

It came to 12:40, having been on the roof for 100 minutes we decided to part ways, so we said our good byes and left, I quickly stopped in subway for a bite to eat, and then we got another taxi back, which cost even more this time.

For a night out in hanley it was no where near the expectations of old, I’ve come to the realisation now that its only goin to be a few more times that the mill roof will ever live up to the day’s of old, probably near Christmas and Next summer, but for now I miss the old days.

So this morning I woke up, no hangover, no headache, nothing. I was soo comfy in the bed with Jenny, it’d been too long since i’d last slept in a double bed….stupid uni beds…. When we woke up it was nearly 12, so we decided to get active….we watched Peep Show from last night, i thought it was good but had a bit of a shitty ending

I scrounged some money together and got the bus home, and since i’ve been here i watched the Stoke game online, and have done nothing else

Tonight I’m going the Beerfestival with my dad haven’t been for 2 years, and its always a good laugh

Towers with Jenny tomorrow, last time i’ll see her for a week. I’m not going to enjoy this week, but i suppose i’ve got to live with it

Anyway, have a good night all

Peace Out x

Also a quick update,

whilst Jenny was reviewing photos of the past week
She found a photo of laura smith

itsmade me laugh that much i’ve decided to see if anyone knows her

HAVE YOU SEEN THIS GIRL WITH JENNY???

drunk girl

Peace Out x

Cheadle…

My current location, i’ve left the Derby lifestyle i lead of solid drinking and lectures, and am returning to the Cheadle life style, drinking in the master potter with Sandford

Can’t wait to go home tomorrow and see my family

I’ll leave you with a nice image of which i hope to be drinking tonight

Peace Out x

Right now…

I’m feeling rather out of it right now, and i’m not entirely sure why. I feel a bit sick and a tired and there is no logical explanation for why i’m feeling like this.

Besdies that though, nothing has really happened since my last post, i mean i’ve been to uni a few times and had a take away with Jenny last night, but nothing major has happened.

For the first time last ngiht i saw Kung Fu Panda…instantly i thought it was stupidly good
The animation used is quality even if i was watchin a blu-ray copy

But even that could not entertain me for what must of been the longest and most painfully boring hour of my life.
Its not that it was things i didn’t understand, it was just the same as i’ve had drilled into me at college for the past 2 years.
If it was something new i’m sure i would of been interested and delighted to listen, but it wasn’t, its like someone telling you how to put clothes on, over and over again.

But enough about that for now, because today i’m once again going to my home, not my uni home obviously, but my origional home.
I know its only been about 2 weeks however i really can’t wait to see them again, to hear how they’ve been, and to play with my dog again.
I’m meant to be going the beer festival with my family aswell, which is always a good time

Anyway i’m sure more will come to me later, and i’m sure i’ll blog again soon, but for now

Peace Out x

Out of nowhere

I’ve suddenly been reminded of last night. It was a really good night with a few particular moments which I don’t think i’ll forget easily

Firstly last night myself, Jenny and Steve all travelled down to Leicester for Steves acoustic set at Walkabout.
We were driving around near the train station, and eventually ended up on the main street. Suprisingly we found a parking space literally 2 minutes walk from Walkabout.
When we got in, the big screens were playing the Liverpool game, and with Steve being a fan we sat down somewhere where we could see the game.
I don’t remeber much about the game, except that it was a lot better than the arsenal game on the other screen, however with only 3 minutes to go i went up to geta drink, just as Liverpool conceded there second goal, the place errupted with cheers, i turned around to see steve shaking his head, which just made me laugh

Obviously being a poor student i can’t afford these normal prices in pubs and bars, so i’d taken a hip flask full of whisky with me
I nipped to the toilet with my near empty pint glass to fill it with some whiskey out of the managers sight.
After i’d put some in my glass, i opened the door, and the manager was standing there, right in front of the door
My first thought was “Fuck…. i’m about to be kicked out”
but no, the manager just said “Enjoy your evening” and walked past me into the cubical

Finally, the best part about last night was a girl called Laura Smith

She was to put it simply hammered to fuck
She introduced herself to us inbetween steve’s first and second sets
She wouldn’t let Jenny out of her sight and introduced us to her boyfriend several times
finally she was asked to leave, by the manager, who asked us to “Control your friend”
Even though we’d never seen this girl before in our lives haha

i’m not sure what reminded me of last night, but i enjoyed it

Peace Out x